I'm Sacred of Myself

I'm scared of myself

Yes, i did have fear of emotions.
I'm exterme Person, which most of time Reverse back to me badly and ended up Hurting myself for something which is not worth of anything..

Right now I'm stage of my life, where, I've fear of emotions, if i love someone i do love extremely.. i Don't know where is a line, where is a limit i just want to give all I've to person i love, i admire, i cherish in my life....
If i trust someone, i do that To my fullest ( blindly) and try myself to do everything to maintain that Trust forever ....even after hurting myself again and again...

I don't know why i allow people to make me their personal carpet till i reach to level where i left all broken and alone for again something which never worth.

I don't know how to cure this Side of mine... I'm still struggling, still figuring out ways....but i never wanted to change myself but now i don't think I've to be the same me I've to kill inner me or outer me... That's only choice I've.

At last i just want to let myself know that You've all love, care, respect and Responsibilities for everyone....but save it for worth people and stay strong and don't be a carpet for everyone and Never ended up getting on bed Every night with tears, hopeless and lonely because one day someone will choose you, and keep choosing you against whole world... And no any other person will remain worth of your love and care...till then stay Strong 💕

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