Maggie

I'm scared of myself Yes, i did have fear of emotions. I'm exterme Person, which most of time Reverse back to me badly and ended up Hurting myself for something which is not worth of anything.. Right now I'm stage of my life, where, I've fear of emotions, if i love someone i do love extremely.. i Don't know where is a line, where is a limit i just want to give all I've to person i love, i admire, i cherish in my life.... If i trust someone, i do that To my fullest ( blindly) and try myself to do everything to maintain that Trust forever ....even after hurting myself again and again... I don't know why i allow people to make me their personal carpet till i reach to level where i left all broken and alone for again something which never worth. I don't know how to cure this Side of mine... I'm still struggling, still figuring out ways....but i never wanted to change myself but now i don't think I've to be the same me I've to kill inner me or...